Yes, but I don’t know that until I start. And I can read pretty fast, and back up easier if I didn’t understand something.
In any event, you do the work; you choose the format. And good work it is, too. Keep it up.
Just remember that even PewDiePie started out very awkward and now he is the King of YouTube channels. I know because I saw his early vids. It was like he was a completely different person. And of course, he didn’t have the great editing and SFX he does now.