Against my better judgment, I read one of the crime reports on him involving one of his torture/murders.
Gacy told the police the boy "begged" to be killed during the middle of the torture session, and Gacy refused - he was enjoying it too much.
Same thing with the Yosemite murders. The young girl who was captured begged to die.
I was just a child when the Gacy murders came to light, but it always stuck in my memory. Along the way I befriended a man who actually lost a couple of high school classmates to the Killer Clown.