Just like I am waiting for some dumb bastard to break into my house and mean no good will to me or mine. It wont be in the report that, “I wanted them dead”, but that is the specific idea when I pull the trigger.’
Call it premeditation if you want to, but if I were you, I would not break into my house.
Your post, of course, is now on record so if you do I’m sure it would be used against you at trial. Once the perps are no longer a threat you cannot legally shoot them again.
But you knew that.