I don’t think anyone is asking you to accept interpretation of the Sacred Scriptures with “blind” faith.
Here is the Apostle John speaking about creation by the Word:
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. [2] The same was in the beginning with God. [3] All things were made by him: and without him was made nothing that was made.” John 1:1-3
And here the Word Himself speaking regarding evolution:
“Every one therefore that shall confess me before men, I will also confess him before my Father who is in heaven. [33] But he that shall deny me before men, I will also deny him before my Father who is in heaven.” Matt 10:31-33
The fact that you might have belonged to a counterfeit “christian” religion is no argument against true religion.
The only “true” thing about Christianity is, that if y’all ain’t my particular denomination, or my particular church, y’all ian’t a true Christian!”
That very point of hypocrisy, in spades, was added to the equation of why I left Pentecostalism.