Not one bit of Scripture to back up your hallucinations.
I don’t doubt you were seeing things.
There’s just not one shred of evidence that it’s from God.
You are being deceived with demonic deception.
Believe what you want. No problem with me.
But if I cast out demons, by whose authority is it done? Would satan cast out satan? A house divided against itself will fall.
I’ve encountered many demonic or dark spirits who tried to imitate the Angels of Light, but their is one thing they cannot fake or imitate. That is Love.
When an Angel of Light comes to you, your chest becomes full of Love. You get a warm Loving feeling flowing through your body.
My comment to anyone who thinks that I am doing harm, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I welcome any and all prayers. The more the better.
I pray daily for the Holy Spirit to enter me, to fill me, to teach me, to guide me, and to work through me. A demonic spirit would never do that. They are afraid of the Holy Spirit.
Then study the science and reconcile it to the Bible scriptures.