Understand where you’re coming from. Trying to live a normal life while under the ‘gun’ has a familiar ring.
I know my immune system is having a hard time. Zantac can do only so much.
Trying to think positive while reading the daily ‘crap’ is hard to do AND it’s hard NOT to read the daily crap. Some days I feel like a mouse in a snakes cage.
I had a bought of deep depression around December, when the full weight fell onto me, of what was going to happen with Obama.
I had to make a plan and make small steps into getting my thoughts under control. I cant take medications for just about anything, so I had to find another way and I could let myself get physically sick either,because I might not recover.
I worked really hard at it, and I am grateful to have found a way out of those dark days of last winter.
Sometimes you have to get deeply stirred up, so you can find the rest- in a peace you didn’t even know you were looking for and needed desperately.