If you’re that far out of step with normal Republicans, you really can’t call yourself an “insider”. More a marginal figure, and an occasional hired employee.
Our party leadership is full of people who think conservatives are scum.
What the heck is a "normal" Republican? Do we need any more evidence that the GOP is a collaborator with liberal fascism? Too many rank-and-file Republicans are wannabe elitists, posers aspiring to the aristocracy that comprises the elitist ruling class. The GOP is the biggest impediment to conservatism, a cesspool of collaboration and corruption. Freedom will be in danger as long as the GOP continues to exist.