No, you'll just choose to live for the time being - that's the only control you have and you only have that for a little while. I know that I am serving the purpose of my creator and savior who has a plan and is working it out as conceived from the beginning of eternity. I know everything that happens is part of that directed plan and my life has meaning knowing this and direction participating in it. It is unshakable and eternal. It certainly isn't my purpose, but the purpose of my creator. I don't choose this, it is the truth whether I accept and believe it or not. But for some reason I was chosen and elected by my creator to understand this and know I will spend eternity with him - that's part of the plan also. The realization of this is now and immediate and I shall always be eternally grateful
What you “know” is only a meaning you have invented for yourself. You attribute certain characteristics to it to make it more palatable and “certain” but in the end, it only means something because you choose to ascribe that meaning. And that is perfect. It is exactly what I have been arguing all along.