She voluntarily and knowingly killed her own conception. She can write and explain endlessly but will remain always miserable, tormented and wrong. When her surviving child reads her rants and realized she killed a sibling, their relationship will change and not for the better.
Yes! My mother had an abortion over 50 years ago, before Roe v Wade, and before she was married. Her marriage with my Dad was rocky and ended when I was in high school. At a low moment, 10 years later, she told me my Dad got her pregnant before the marriage and she had an abortion. I always wonder if that was the fantastic brother I never had. I wept later that day, out of her sight, and have never really forgiven her.