Then you, and you alone, should be the one to pay for it, make all the arrangements, and carry it out.
For God’s sake don’t campaign for “ legal” euthanasia, which entails the corruption of the political, legal, and medical professions.
It should be strictly DIY.
Re your response to Hodar: Exactly! Do not require other people to commit murder, i.e. infanticide, euthanasia, for any reason.