I feel the same way.
WTH?!?!?
It’s like “this thing really may end one day!! They weren’t lying!!”
I guess I got hit with a bad injury early on, head injury at 37, so that at what is middle age to most feels older and most my age aren’t thinking like myself.
Or maybe they do.
Yeah I believe in God and think I do the right thing for the most part, but we’re human and fear of the unknown is just natural!!
Funny thing is when I was feeling closest to death, with rampant palpitations due to autonomic dysfunction, I wasn’t frightened at all and death seemed like the most natural thing in the world.
Maybe God planned it like that to make it easier for us.
BOY did I ramble!!
Must have needed to. Thanks.