Maybe you should learn to take what is written with sincerity and goodwill as it is written rather than reading your own negativity into words that full of well wishes for you. I do pray for you, and believe that will do more good than continuing this conversation any further. Remember the song of the angels over 2,000 years ago this night and receive them into your heart: Peace On Earth Goodwill Toward Man. Not because I said so, but because God said so. His Goodwill toward man was made manifest to us that night, a tiny babe lying in a lowly manger, His only begotten Son. Rejoice and make glad.
I truly wish you Peace with all goodwill.
Yet here you are, continuing the conversation.