>>I instantly recognized the truth of the gospel, and accepted it, and Jesus Christ became the Lord of my life.<<
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That makes all the difference — you are extremely blessed. Not many have the capacity to instantly accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior
Oh, we all have the capacity, but few of us make the choice that quickly.
I can relate. I pray, like the man who asked that Jesus heal his son; to help me with my unbelief. I’m trying, but something isn’t right. I’ve read that God puts the seeking in your heart (which I feel) but still struggle. At 58, you would think I’d have made the leap of faith.