That's normal. There's so much, you don't know where to begin. But that's a pedagogical problem, not a theological one. The solution is to give up the exhaustive Summa Sunday Program. Become aware of what appears on the front burner.
“But that’s a pedagogical problem, not a theological one. ... Become aware of what appears on the front burner.”
Yes, my needs are pedagogical, and agree about the front burner.