I’m 62, baptized Catholic and returned in my mid-30s after not practicing for a long time. I am fed up too, and looking for an Eastern Rite in my area. My father was Serbian Orthodox. Now I do go to a conservative, reverent parish where I live, but I still can’t believe how easily the catholic church cowed to the ban. There is fodder for a thousand books and articles on churches’ acquiescence to the lockdown. A historical and probably heretical response for sure. A few billion fewer Holy Communions worldwide had to leave a spiritual scar.
“Render unto Caesar...” has a new meaning for these modern Bishops.... ugh....