make that 2 sisters- I just had a year sober on Jan 23rd, after having multiple years before my slip. I still struggle with the desire.
You will win when God controls your life more than the bottle can.
Ultimate victory will be seen when you perceive enough comfort from the Holy Spirit that what binge drinking gave you is not only seen as superfluous, but harmful. In general: honor God in your body. It may take a long time and a lot of miscues to learn how, as “sensitivity” returns. But God is patient.