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From Rome to Christ
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Posted on 01/03/2012 3:30:48 PM PST by Gamecock

Not many people get the opportunity to attend seminary. In an amazing way I have attended two. The first was training for the Roman Catholic priest­hood in Ireland and the second at a conservative Evangelical seminary in England.

Raised a Catholic . . . but not knowing God Like most boys in the Republic of Ireland in the 1980s, I was brought up a Roman Catholic. My parents taught me to live a good life, say my prayers, and attend mass every Sunday. I believed there was a God, but I didn't know him personally. I prayed as my mother taught me, but I never knew whether or not God was really listening. I attended confession monthly and did many penances. Conscious of my sinfulness, I hoped that God would accept me into heaven if I did enough good works. I tried to live the best life I could. It was like balancing the accounts, hoping that my credits (good works) would cancel my debits (sins). Zealous to please God, I was just eleven years old when I decided to become a Roman Catholic priest. I told the local priest, but he said I would have to wait until I was eighteen before I could enter the seminary.

During my teenage years I got involved in much sinful behaviour. I rebelled against God and disobeyed his commandments. I loved my sin, but I hated that miserable life and started to cry out to God. I realise now that God was working in my heart. He showed me I was a sinner. I longed to be right with him. This became the focus of my life. I knew that I needed to be saved from my sins. I went on a pilgrimage to a famous Roman Catholic shrine. I ate oatcakes, drank black tea, and crawled on my knees around the Stations of the Cross over three days to do penance for my sins. I fasted and meditated but never knew pardon for sin. I wanted to know forgiveness, but how?

Training for the priesthood

At the age of nineteen, and after checking different possible organisations, I finally decided to join the Society of Missions to Africa (SMA). They are a society of priests who live together in small communities in different parts of the world, seeking to convert pagans to the Roman religion. I entered the Roman Catholic Seminary located in Maynooth, County Kildare, Ireland. During my two years at seminary, I learned about religion and philosophy but there were no biblical studies. I attended daily mass and monthly confession but, alas, there was no teaching on forgiveness for sin. We had set times of prayer as a community - morning, evening, and night. I heard many talks that were focused on pleasing God by doing charitable works and buying favour with God through the church. I also heard a lot about how to use psychology to counsel people spiritually. Not once did I hear how to be reconciled to God through Christ who alone could forgive my sins.

I began to read the Bible (a Protestant translation my parents had given to me). As I read it, I asked the priests serious questions about the religious rituals in the Roman Catholic faith, but they couldn't show me any scriptural basis whatsoever for so much of their superstition and their many traditions. I discovered that the Bible does not promote the veneration of Mary as practiced in the Roman Catholic Church. The official teaching of the Roman Church is that Mary does not necessarily answer prayers but rather intercedes on the Catholic's behalf and prays for them. However, the Bible teaches that she is a sinner: in the famous 'Magnificat' she is found praying to God her Saviour. Mary knew she had sinned and we find her rejoicing in God her Saviour, the one conceived in her womb by the Holy Spirit - Jesus Christ her Lord.

I realised that rosaries and prayers to the saints have no scriptural basis. Mary is addressed in Roman Catholic prayers (eg 'O Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee'), but the Saviour teaches us to pray to the Father directly. Indeed, the Bible warns us against ritualistic prayer. This described me exactly: outwardly very holy and pious, but inwardly my heart was sinful and corrupt. Also, the Roman Church teaches its followers to pray to the saints. There is a saint for almost every circumstance, such as St Christopher for travel, St Anthony for lost property, St Martin de Porres for healing, St Joseph for the dying, St Vincent de Paul for the poor, and St Jude for lost causes. Unable to find anything in Scripture to support these things, I asked the priests many questions, and I was told that these Church traditions could not be questioned.

I was conscious of my sin and longed to have assurance of salvation. I asked the priests but I was told that we could never be sure of salvation until we died. I was instructed to attend the priest for confession, but I did not find that in Scripture either. The Bible instructs us to confess our sins to God, not to human priests. I also realised that as a priest I would have to hear people's confessions and absolve them. I was confused. How could I forgive other people's sins, when I did not even know forgiveness myself? I now realise that the Lord was lifting the veil from my eyes to show me that true faith and forgiveness for sin is to be found in Christ alone.

Eventually, I left the Roman seminary in 1995. The Society had decided that I was not suitable, but the Lord, through his Word, had shown me the errors of Rome and that I shouldn't continue training for the priesthood. I had entered the seminary thinking that I would find God's answer to my sins. When I left, I thought that I had finished with God - but he hadn't finished with me! Over the next two years I lived in Dublin and continued my search for God. I went to various Protestant churches and also met people from different cults. One cult told me that if I was to be baptized again, then I would be born again. This sounded too much like the Roman Church and its teaching of justification by works, so I had nothing more to do with them.

Going to England

I went to London in preparation for nursing studies. On the first night I met a man who told me how I could know forgiveness for sin. He gave me a leaflet that emphasized the need to trust in Jesus Christ alone. I read this leaflet many times, but still had no peace with God. Although well physically, I became very depressed spiritually.

I knew that I was condemned if I was not converted. The Bible told me that if I did not believe then the wrath of God abode upon me. Then I read 'There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit' (Rom. 8:1). This was a constant challenge to me. I was alone in a huge city with no one to turn to for spiritual help. How my heart yearned to be right with God.

While pursuing my nursing studies, I met some students who seemed to know God. I attended their church where the Bible was central to the whole service. The sermon was preached from the Bible - that was something completely new to me. Deep down I knew these people were genuine Christians. I asked many questions and started to attend the church regularly. About this time, a small Christian group was meeting in my halls of residence. I went along aiming to disrupt the meetings, but slowly began to be drawn to Christ. I saw that they had something that I didn't have - peace with God and a real love for Christ. They knew the reality of 'Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ' (Rom. 5:1). One of them gave me J. I. Packer's book, Knowing God. I read the book and saw that I too could know God in a personal way.

My conversion

One Sunday morning, 8th February 1998, I was listening to a sermon from Luke 10:30-37 about the Good Samaritan. The preacher spoke of Jesus Christ being like the Good Samaritan - coming to help us in our wretched sinful state - while revealing that the Holy Spirit gives new life to lost sinners. He also urged the listeners to repent of sin and trust in Jesus Christ alone for forgiveness. I called upon Jesus Christ to save me, 'For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved' (Rom. 10:13). There and then, I knelt down in my room and prayed, 'O God, I know that you have sent your Son Jesus Christ into the world to save sinners. Will you save me? I trust in Christ alone and ask that you would come into my life by the power of your Holy Spirit and make me new.' I felt a huge weight of guilt and sin taken from my heart. As soon as I opened my eyes a deep sense of peace came over me. At that moment I knew that I was a Christian and truly forgiven of all my sins. The Bible became the living Word of God and he was speaking to me as I read. I realised that we are not saved by works but by grace, 'For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast' (Eph. 2:8,9). I was baptised in London as a believer in September 1998. After my baptism I struggled with temptations and trials, but the Lord was my constant refuge: 'God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble'(Psa. 46:1).

My life as a Christian

On my first visit back to Ireland, I did not know of a Christian church, so I went to mass with my parents. I realised the priest was re-enacting a sacrifice that was accomplished once and for all on the cross of Calvary (Heb. 9:26; 1 Pet. 3:18). For this reason, I couldn't attend the Roman Catholic mass any longer. As a young Irish man, swearing was second nature to me. Very soon after my conversion this dried up. Worldly pursuits like drinking in pubs and going to nightclubs ceased. Prayer and communion with God became a whole new area of experience. I had learned formal rote prayer as a young boy, but now I began truly to pray from my heart. This is still an amazing experience to me: to be able to lift my heart to God as my Father and know that he is listening and will answer my prayers according to his will.

My family were upset that I had left the Roman Catholic faith. At first they thought it was another religious phase I was going through, but they soon realised that this was different. However, the Lord gave me opportunities to share the true gospel with them. About a year later my youngest brother was converted. What joy filled my heart!

Since my conversion, the Lord has taught me so much from his Word. I am especially thankful to one man from the church in London who helped me to study the Bible. We did a complete overview of the Scriptures together, as well as an in-depth study of the doctrines of grace (Calvinism). The glorious truth that God is sovereign in salvation and reaches out in mercy to sinners is truly humbling and amazing. That God, the Creator and Sustainer of the world, should call wretched sinners to himself illustrates his grace. What a joyful day it will be when all his people are united with him in heaven.

Christian service and ministry

About a year after my conversion I was seeking the Lord about serving him. One Lord's Day evening after the service I was praying to the Lord asking him where he wanted me to serve. I read 2 Timothy 3:16-4:5 and was profoundly challenged. I had never studied this portion of God's Word before. It was impressed on me that this was how the Lord wanted me to serve him - to preach the Word. I graduated and worked for a year in the National Treatment Centre for Alcohol and Drugs. Some of the patients were hardened criminals; others were involved in sordid areas of society due to their addictions. I realised the psychological treatment was not dealing with their real problem: their unpardoned sin. I couldn't witness openly to the patients but some enquired what kept me through the difficult times in my life. I told them that it was my faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, and they were amazed. Both my house­mate and a Roman Catholic friend were converted and baptised during this time. It was a great privilege to see the Lord use even me to win sinners to Christ. I conducted a Bible Study in Colossians with some Jehovah's Witnesses. They began to seek Christ but their leaders visited and put an end to it. I pray for these people, that the Lord would open their eyes to his truth. As I taught young boys in a Crusaders Class I soon realized that children can be taught the deep truths of Scripture in a simple, understandable way.

The Lord opened up the way for me to study at London Theological Seminary. The lasting memories of my time there are of the nightly prayer meetings with fellow students and the godly men who taught us theology and prepared us for the ministry.


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To: dangus

See post 280#...Interesting.


281 posted on 01/08/2012 8:59:38 PM PST by caww
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To: metmom

“...and any works we do is in obedience to God, ...”

How does that contradict what I posted?


282 posted on 01/08/2012 9:03:46 PM PST by narses
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To: presently no screen name

>> Why would they teach something they don’t consider a FINAL AUTHORITY, anyway? <<

Because they DO consider it a final authority!!! The very first test of whether an apparition is genuine, or a doctrine to be considered by a pope is true, or the teachings of a saint are true, or a position to be considered by an ecumenical council is true is “Does this conform to the scriptures?”

But of course you don’t believe that because
(1) There are many points of disagreement between reasonable people as to how to interpret the scriptures, and you guys discount the consistent teaching of the Catholic church since the first century, and therefore presume that the Catholic Church must’ve made it up and
(2) You have your own, completely false ideas about what the Catholic Church teaches. If you want to credit them to a giant extended family, fine, but that extended family of yours is not the Catholic Church, just a few apparently devastatingly poorly educated Catholics and ex-Catholics.


283 posted on 01/08/2012 9:22:12 PM PST by dangus
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To: caww

I picked one of them to double-check because I was familiar with where he was ordained...Bartholomew Brewer. I quickly found a longer story which apparently was the source.

I’d say simply that this Bartholomew Brewer fell.

For the entire first section, and the start of the 2nd, he writes of the priesthood as something he loved, and was very happy in. Then he fell in love with a school girl in a barrio. He writes like someone with a definitely disordered sexuality: “Until then my life had been almost exclusively among men. I enjoyed watching the girls giggle as they flirted with teasing boys. After a while, though, my attention was drawn to one of the more diligent students, who thoroughly captivated my interest. This young lady was mature beyond her years because of the responsibilities that had fallen to her after her mother had died. She was lovely and shyly responded as we stole moments talking alone after class.”

He did NOT confess this apparently, because his bishop found out the wrong way. He was disciplined, and shipped out. He eventually questioned celibacy, left the priesthood, and became a member of the 7th-Day Adventists, a restorationist denomination, famous for spawning numerous anti-Christ cults and the laughably silly writings of its founder, Ellen Gould White, a Millerite whose whoppers make Joseph Smith sound like Abraham Lincoln.


284 posted on 01/08/2012 9:36:30 PM PST by dangus
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To: caww

Great post. Thank you, caww. I’ll spend tomorrow reading your link.

Once the Holy Spirit illuminates the truth by the light of Scripture, darkness is banished for good.

Post tenebras lux (after darkness, light.)


285 posted on 01/08/2012 9:47:40 PM PST by Dr. Eckleburg ("I don't think they want my respect; I think they want my submission." - Flemming Rose)
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To: dangus; caww

Hugh Farrell, the next one I looked at makes an obvious lie

Section A and D of what he said are entirely true. Priests do have the authority to transubstantiate (sect. A), and this authority is not diminished by the sins of the priests, since Christ is objectively present wherever the outward signs of his Church exist.

(I’d note, however, that while what is said is true, it seems, nonetheless, that the priest’s soul resists proper execution of the signs when his soul has been become dark; I can’t tell you how many priests I have experienced who cannot seem to bring themselves to confect the Eucharist in a valid manner. They use glass vessels, for instance, where the Catholic faith teaches that only a noble substance can be used.)

But Part B of Hugh Farrell’s testimony *is* a lie. He writes, “I knew from the teachings of the priests and nuns that I could not hope to go directly to heaven after my death.” It’s true that Catholics believe in the existence of temporal effects of sin: repentance, for instance, won’t make a man who killed his parents no longer an orphan. And its true that these temporal effects persist after death: such a man may torment himself with guilt and shame, to the extent that he cannot fully, instantaneously receive the forgiveness of Christ. But there are many ways by which a soul can prepare itself to immediately receive the forgiveness of Christ, and heal any shame. The outward sign of these preparations is a “plenary indulgence.”


286 posted on 01/08/2012 9:50:21 PM PST by dangus
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To: dangus

But you see your post saying he wasn’t telling it right proves again that catholics have a smorgasboard of what they want to believe and justify to themselves why their take is the right one. You just did that very thing by saying this Priest had it wrong......time and again catholics say they are in one accord and time and again you proove that’s “not true”.


287 posted on 01/08/2012 10:31:03 PM PST by caww
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To: caww

Great post. Thank you, caww. I’ll spend tomorrow reading your link.

Once the Holy Spirit illuminates the truth by the light of Scripture, darkness is banished for good.

Post tenebras lux (after darkness, light.)


288 posted on 01/08/2012 10:31:06 PM PST by Dr. Eckleburg ("I don't think they want my respect; I think they want my submission." - Flemming Rose)
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To: caww
I'm not saying the priest disagreed with Rome in his interpretation of Catholic doctrine. I'm calling him a liar. The beautiful thing about the Catholic Church is that it is impervious to demonic deception, since you can always find out what the true Catholic teaching is. Yes, the Catholic priesthood actually does have plenty heretics, but you can always find out who the heretics are; you can always know the true Catholic faith, and the lies of a dissident. In the case of Gearoid Marley, however, it is not a matter of discerning doctrine; his lies are of a worldly nature, easily refuted by investigating his slanderous claims.

Priests are mere men; you cannot know whether they believe in heresies or not, but you can know which things they say are heretical.. and a lot of things which are said by a lot of priests are heretical. But some things said by former priests are outright lies.

289 posted on 01/08/2012 10:42:38 PM PST by dangus
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To: caww

... and yes, Hugh Farrell is also a liar, not just a heretic.


290 posted on 01/08/2012 10:44:56 PM PST by dangus
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To: caww

... which is not to say there is some room for theological disagreements among Catholics. I happen to disagree with John Paul II on the death penalty. But then, John Paul was always very careful to make clear that his position on the death penalty was his *opinion,* based on *prudential judgment,* not a doctrinal assertion. Similarly, Just War Theory is just that... theologically, a theory. And one which George Weigel understands in a very different way than a lot of American bishops. But George Weigel and the American bishops agree that if my president orders troops into Iraq, and I am a troop, I commit no sin, and in fact, am heroic, for meeting that call, because Just War Theory leaves such discernment to the secular leaders.

They key is that all Catholics agree of moral doctrine, or else they can be objectively known as heretics or dissidents. There can be no intellectually honest, faithful disagreement on moral issues, such as abortion, birth control, pornography, divorce, Sunday obligation, the efficacy of the sacraments, etc., A Catholic may hold a different position than the majesterium, but the teachings of the majesterium are knowable and definite.


291 posted on 01/08/2012 10:53:39 PM PST by dangus
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To: dangus

(of course, “I am a troop,” should be, “I am in a troop.”)


292 posted on 01/08/2012 10:54:58 PM PST by dangus
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To: dangus

It would be quite normal for you to bash Brewer since God is using him mightily in his ministry to catholics to this day. Of course you would attempt to discredit him. However his many books and his ministry would certainly refute what you’re saying....he didn’t fall as you say....he escaped the tenticles of false catholic teachings and found Christ.

BTW...He’s Not 7th day adventist though his mother was and he was involved for a time after he left the Priesthood. He is a Fundamentalist Baptist...and now has a ministry to catholics to help bring them out of catholicisim.

“We met some Biblical Fundamentalists who believed and faithfully practiced the principles of the Bible. Though we have many friends in independent Bible churches, we were members of a Fundamental Baptist church, in which I was also ordained.”


293 posted on 01/08/2012 11:09:05 PM PST by caww
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To: dangus
Catholics agree of moral doctrine, or else they can be objectively known as heretics or dissidents.

No they don't or every catholic I've met is a heretic or dissident...and I've conversed with many individually and in groups. Most all believe it's a womans right to do with her body what she wants...abortion....and have no problem saying they disagree with the Pope on that. They do not think they have to attend Mass as perscribed...but that it's their choice....many have have had their marriages annuled as well...yet they all attend the catholic church...and take communion.

It's very annoying to hear catholics state that their members abide by their churches teaching....they don't...and they will and do what they want despite the "labels" the church puts on them for doing so..it makes no difference to them nor to their Priests who are more than aware of the "condition of their flocks".

294 posted on 01/08/2012 11:17:34 PM PST by caww
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To: dangus
The beautiful thing about the Catholic Church is that it is impervious to demonic deception

Well if that is so then how in the world did the homosexuals and pedophiles enter in mass??? and worse remain protected and guarded by Rome???

The catholic leadership is not deceived in this matter...it has and continues to encourage it by not removing the "criminals" from among them and subjecting their membership, children and adukts to further harm.

There is nothing whatsoever "Beautiful" about it's membership still being deceived by it's leadership on this matter. Nothing at all...and in fact some of those appointed to investigate the matters have now been charged with pedophilia themselves....go figure!

295 posted on 01/08/2012 11:25:26 PM PST by caww
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To: dangus
Priests are mere men; you cannot know whether they believe in heresies or not

Then how can any catholic "confess" to a Priest as the mediator between them and God....they don't past the test.

Further how can you take the sacrements from the hands which may have previously been touching children where they shouldn't, or had sex with another Priest..."You can't know whether".....

How can you possibly explain when it's membership think a Priest should be gone after for "slanderous claims"...yet current Priests are protected for being sexual perverts of the highest order?

296 posted on 01/08/2012 11:51:40 PM PST by caww
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To: Gamecock
I believed there was a God, but I didn't know him personally. I prayed as my mother taught me, but I never knew whether or not God was really listening. I attended confession monthly and did many penances. Conscious of my sinfulness, I hoped that God would accept me into heaven if I did enough good works. I tried to live the best life I could. It was like balancing the accounts, hoping that my credits (good works) would cancel my debits (sins). Zealous to please God, I was just eleven years old when I decided to become a Roman Catholic priest.

What a wonderful testimony. Praise God! Everything he learned as a child growing up in the Catholic Church is my experience, too. I think most of us - those who are inclined to really seek the truth - think that the only way to have any assurance of Heaven is to be a priest or a nun. I remember thinking if I was a nun, I could be pretty confident that I had a good chance of going there. Surely, all priests and nuns are good enough, right? But, thank the Lord, he lead me to the truth of the Gospel of salvation by grace through faith in Christ. When I read those verses in John 10:27-30, I knew I had found the truth - and the truth found me!

297 posted on 01/09/2012 12:02:01 AM PST by boatbums (Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us. Titus 3:5)
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To: Cronos; JLLH
Christ alone saves you -- Paul says "work out your own salvation with fear and trembling". What this is, is clear -- Christ said "repent, believe, be baptised, eat of His flesh and blood and endure to the end"

Faith in Christ alone is what saves you. Jesus said, "He that believes in him HAS everlasting life." Paul does not contradict Jesus when he said, "Work out your own salvation...", because you first can't exercise something you don't already have and he didn't say work FOR your salvation. When one receives Jesus Christ, believes on Him as Savior, he IS "eating his flesh and blood", that is why Jesus said he is the bread of life and the water of life and whoever drinks of him would live forever. His body was broken and his blood shed for the payment of all our sins. When we believe on him, we are born again into the family of God, baptized by the Holy Spirit and indwelt with him, and we WILL endure to the end because he is holding on to us. No one can snatch us from his hand, he will NEVER cast us out and will not lose one of us. THAT is the Christian faith. Salvation by grace alone through faith alone to the glory of God alone.

298 posted on 01/09/2012 12:14:37 AM PST by boatbums (Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us. Titus 3:5)
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To: narses

The difference between doing works to merit or earn salvation of producing works as the fruit or byproduct of salvation.

Motive counts with God as He looks at the heart. He knows whether we are counting on our works to earn forgiveness and salvation because we aren’t trusting wholly in the finished work of Jesus Christ on the cross, or producing them as a result of saving faith.


299 posted on 01/09/2012 4:39:19 AM PST by metmom (For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore & do not submit again to a yoke of slavery)
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To: dangus; 1000 silverlings; Alex Murphy; bkaycee; blue-duncan; boatbums; caww; count-your-change; ...
The beautiful thing about the Catholic Church is that it is impervious to demonic deception, since you can always find out what the true Catholic teaching is. Yes, the Catholic priesthood actually does have plenty heretics, but you can always find out who the heretics are; you can always know the true Catholic faith, and the lies of a dissident.

Well, which is it? Impervious to demonic deception or containing demonic deception in the form of heretic priests?

Catholics want their cake and to eat it too and it just doesn't work.

300 posted on 01/09/2012 4:42:31 AM PST by metmom (For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore & do not submit again to a yoke of slavery)
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