Posted on 06/14/2022 12:05:04 PM PDT by Red Badger
I want to tell everyone what they took from us, what irreversible really means, and what that reality looks like for us.
No one told me any of what I’m going to tell you now.
🧵 I have no sensation in my crotch region at all.
You could stab me with a knife and I wouldn't know. The entire area is numb, like it's shell shocked and unable to comprehend what happened, even 4 years on.
I tore a sutra 4 days post recovery, they promised to address it, i begged them in emails to fix it, they scorned me instead.
Years later, I have what looks like a chunk of missing flesh next to my neo-vagina, it literally looks like someone hacked at me.
They still wont fix it
No one told me that the base area of your penis is left, it can't be removed - meaning you're left with a literal stump inside that twitches.
When you take Testosterone and your libido returns, you wake up with morning wood, without the tree.
I wish this was a joke
And if you do take testosterone after being post op, you run the risk of internal hair in the neo-vagina. Imagine dealing with internal hair growth after everything?
What a choice... be healthy on Testosterone and a freak, or remain a sexless eunuch.
And thats something that will never come back and one of the reason why i got surgery.
My sex drive died about 6 months on HRT and at the time I was glad to be rid of it, but now 10 years later, Im realising what im missing out on and what I won't get back.
Because even if i had a sex drive, my neo vagina is so narrow and small, i wouldn't even be able to have sex if i wanted too.
And when I do use a small dilator, I have random pockets of sensation that only seem to pick up pain, rather than pleasure.
Any pleasure I do get comes from the Prostate that was moved forward and wrapped in glands from the penis, meaning anal sex isnt possible and can risk further damage.
Then theres the dreams. I dream often, that I have both sets of genitals, in the dream I'm distressed I have both, why both I think? I tell myself to wake up because I know its just a dream.
And I awaken into a living nightmare. In those moments of amnesia as I would wake, I would reach down to my crotch area expecting something that was there for 3 decades, and it's not.
My heart skips a beat, every single damn time.
Then theres the act of going to the toilet. It takes me about 10 minutes to empty my bladder, it's extremely slow, painful and because it dribbles no matter how much i relax, it will then just go all over that entire area, leaving me soaken.
So after cleaning myself up, I will find moments later that my underwear is wet - no matter how much I wiped, it slowly drips out for the best part of an hour.
I never knew at 35 I ran the risk like smelling like piss everywhere I went.
Now i get to the point where im detransitioned and the realisation that this is permanent is catching up with me.
During transition, I was obsessive and deeply unwell, I cannot believe they were allowed to do this to me, even after all the red flags.
I wasn't even asked if I wanted to freeze sperm or want kids. In my obsessive, deeply unwell state they just nodded along and didnt tell me the realities, what life would be like.
And finally, theres dilation, which is like some sort of demonic ceremony where you impale yourself for 20 agonising minutes to remind you of your own stupidity.
This isn't even the half of it. And this isn't regret either, this is grief and anger.
F--k everyone who let this happen.
When I lost 1600 ml blood during surgery, it took days to get a blood transfusion.
The surgery lasted 3 hours longer.
They joked about the blood loss too.
"call me"
I haven't deleted anything btw. Thread got mass reported.
Thank you for archiving kind internet stranger
Being stupid comes with consequences.
This is terrible. The medical establishment is so ideologically corrupted that they would rather indulge the delusions of the mentally ill by surgically mutilating them rather than treat their illness. Future generations will look back on this with the same disgust that ours looks back on eugenics.
I hear this more and more.
IIRC the suicide rate for these freaks is sky high.
Somebody give that poor creature some needle and thread - maybe they can sew it back on 🤪
It was elective...let the buyer beware.
The trans doctors and shrinks, who make millions off peoples’ foolishness, will never tell the patient that there is no going back AND that they will never experience life AS the sex they think they’re transitioning to.
sad and sickening.
all the poor mental trans people need to start suing the doctors that are ruining their life.
Sad, sickening and to late. Now they want teachers to be able to give kids hormones and hormone blockers without the parents knowing or consent. What are they thinking.
Why would any parent allow this to happen to their children is beyond all logic.
Chemical castration has consequences and finally surgery is not reversible.
Please watch these 2 short videos that keep getting banned on Twitter and reposted by others who then get banned.
Note the ages of the children who are the grooming targets. The sick homo/pedo freaks who intentionally subject children to this should be horsewhipped, tarred and feathered. CPS going after them in Florida is a good start, but just a start. These sick pedo-groomers should be afraid to show their colors in public.
“This video was also going viral from the suspended account. This is what Twitter doesn’t want you to see.”
https://twitter.com/FlorioGina/status/1536753161972682757
“This clip from Savanah Hernandez reached nearly 1 million views and the anonymous account she shared it from has been wiped from Twitter.”
https://twitter.com/FlorioGina/status/1536752976152432640
Ok that’s hard to read. Had to stop. I can’t imagine anyone doing this to themselves. To think people are now talking kids into it is unimaginable.
i wonder if he woudl have even believed a doctor who told him he could never enjoy sex and woudl have urine problems the rest of his life- he might think the doc is just trying to talk him out of the operation- given how obsessed he was with having it done- his mental state was, and likely still is not very good- He should have been going to a psychiatrist- (one that doesn’t push anatomy mutilation, and been given the facts while in therapy- )
The fact that they are pushing young children to go through with mutilation without telling them how awful it usually is is beyond sick- it is demonic- like just about everything the left support and push, they have to hide the facts because people woudl wise up to their sick agenda if they knew the truth
Doctors who do this should have their licenses revoked permanently...............
Agreed- They no longer abide by the ‘do no harm’ oath they take
Just recently I read an article from a leading transgender surgeon, I don’t remember what they called them now, something like “gender affirming” surgeon. They basically admitted that nobody who gets this surgery will ever experience an orgasm. So, you mutilate yourself because.... and never get sexual satisfaction as a result. Maybe that’s a feature not a bug?
You’re always going to be in a world of hurt when you are that dumb. Precise circumstances will vary, but it will not be good.
bfl
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