To your last sentence: “sez you”.
I will not blindly accept anyone’s interpretation of the Xian faith. You can copy from the book, write it in your own words, even add a few ‘you better’s’.
I left the Pentecostal nuthouse, disposed of the printed material in the Mississippi River, and washed my shoes of the dust of the place.
I will exercise my spitituality in the frame Thomas Jefferson stated, ‘between him and his god, alone’.
I don’t think anyone is asking you to accept interpretation of the Sacred Scriptures with “blind” faith.
Here is the Apostle John speaking about creation by the Word:
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. [2] The same was in the beginning with God. [3] All things were made by him: and without him was made nothing that was made.” John 1:1-3
And here the Word Himself speaking regarding evolution:
“Every one therefore that shall confess me before men, I will also confess him before my Father who is in heaven. [33] But he that shall deny me before men, I will also deny him before my Father who is in heaven.” Matt 10:31-33
The fact that you might have belonged to a counterfeit “christian” religion is no argument against true religion.