Then read the CIA's Inspector Generals report concerning Freeway Ricky Ross. Make sure you read Vol II. which came out in 1998.
Then I suggest a short break, followed by the Bible, both New and Old Testaments.
If you are still interested in whats going on, Goggle "BBottoms Free Republic".
If you're seeking the truth, all roads will lead back to FR.
I met Terry Reid back in about 1993. I later interviewed Terry and L.D. Brown about Bill knowing that L.D. was sent by the CIA to Mexico to dispatch an evil drug dealer. It turned out to be Terry, and L.D., of course, did not carry out the mission. Bill knew that L.D. was being sent to Mexico to kill an innocent American.