I am willing to die to help free my country once more, but personally too many lives need me. And airlines are expensive.
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Sounds like you are not willing. Like the bible says: let the dead bury their dead. (I’m willing, but not right now)
Yes, BarbM, I guess I am not willing, but I take my not willing from my religion, and Gd is even higher to me than the USA. Caring for children and the elderly is according to my religion as if I were praying all day long and in deep devotion to Gd. So if I didnt have small children or helpless mother, I would fight and die for my country. But I do this current work for Gd. Even in the first revolution the women performed these devoted tasks and their men and boys did the actual fighting.