You can believe what you'd like - it is unlikely that I'd persuade you in any event. However, you are at least as unlikely to persuade me. The simple fact is that Jesus isn't the Moshiach/Messiah prophecied about in the Hebrew Bible and the writings of the Prophets, and therefore I cannot and do not believe that he was anything but a man and won't worship him. You can get a good summary of why I believe this from the following sites, provided that you are open-minded enough to read them and investigate the claims made in them:
http://www.jewsforjudaism.org/web/handbook/s_messiah.html
http://www.jewsforjudaism.org/web/handbook/s_refuting.html
You did not answer my questions of why has God not spoken to His people in over 2000 years?