Posted on 01/07/2011 2:38:50 PM PST by onyx
Our dearest STARWISE is very nervous, very blue, and has a pit in her stomach. Her cherished Mom, Jennie, age 93, is very ill and STARWISE will be traveling tomorrow to be with her at her bedside with her family members.
STARWISE wants you all to know how very grateful she remains for the prayers when her Mom was so sick about a year ago. She truly knows our prayers were an immense impact on Mom's recovery then.
Please pray for our STARWISE, too,....for her calm.... and that her family may have peace and harmony in this time of need.
Don’t know what to say. May the Holy Spirit be with you and comfort you and your mom.
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Thanks o for the update. * will continue to pray for you and yours. Take care of yourself, this is a very stressful time.
Prayers to you and your family, Starwise!
Blessings. All around.
That is a hard, hard thing to do for your parents, but one that helps you feel like you are taking those fragile hands and walking them part of the way home. Just like they ,did for us when they’d walk with us as we learned to walk.
My dad told me not to grieve too much for them whenever it was that they passed on. Didn’t work much though—sorry, Dad. And my sainted mum came back to us from wherever she’d gone on 5 occasions. She even joked with me a little days before she passed.
Oh you dear girl. May God bless your treasured mother with peace and you with strength. Our hearts are with you.
Prayer bump
Sending prayers to our Loving Lord.
Continuing prayers.
Prayers up.
Prayer sent to Mary Queen of Angels and all her Angels+
Starwise,
I’m still praying for you and your beloved family.
Clyde.
Thanks for the update. Continuing prayers.
Prayers up.
We are still praying for you, STARWISE, Mom and the rest of your family.
Healing and Peace for Mom and all of you.
Prayer bump for our STARWISE & family.
diji
May the Lord comfort you with his knowledge as we keep you and your Mom in our prayers...
My prayers for Starwise and her family - may God hold them close during this time.
Added my prayers to everyone’s.
Prayers for your mom, you, and your family as they go through these difficult days. May God bless you all with health, peace, comfort, and love, in Christ’s Most Holy Name, amen
Thank you for the update. Prayers continue...
Thank you for that update.
Prayers continue.
Prayers for you, Starwise, for safe travel, for your Mother, and comfort for you and all your family.
(((Star))) You and your mom are in my prayers.
Continued prayers for STARWISE and her Mom. GOD BLESS!
Prayers continue for you and your mom.
Prayers continue. Hope you and your mom are well.
Am thinking of and praying for STARWISE, her mom and family.
STARWISE is home and back to posting a little. Her cherished Mom passed away but STAR was with her and that alone was a blessing.
Hugs & Prayers, sweet FRiends.
God, please have mercy on Starwise and her family. Please bless and protect them in their hour of need.
Thank you for the update, onyx.
Prayers on the way, STARWISE.
God bless you and your family, my FRiend.
I can’t tell you how greatly those prayers held me up and strengthened me during the saddest and most agonizing weeks of my life. I know I couldn’t have been at my Mother’s side, holding her hand every day, watching life very slowly and painfully ebb from her without the fortitude and the God-blessed steel those prayers gave me.
It's taken me awhile to let those weeks slowly replay and sink in. As I cried to one of my children: my Mommy is gone. No matter how old we or they are, that one figure is such a central person in our lives. There is and will be a hole in our hearts always after the death of our Mother or Father.
It was SO very tough, as she truly suffered, and she was finally taken off the IV saline we approved in the absence of her disappearing appetite. The saline eventually swelled her hands and feet, and ultimately was improving nothing, except to salve the family’s firm belief that she not be starved or deprived of nourishment.
I think I’ve reconsidered my views on that now, as I see that God has designed everything for His precious creation, including a natural process for our physical bodies when the end time nears. And why would our merciful Lord not have thought of everything.
The last week, there were times when even the hourly low dose morphine to somewhat soothe the agony of a body wracked with waning body function, consumed with the pain of arthritis and lying immobile in one position for over a month wasn’t enough. Every inch of her was afire with pain.
And that’s the worst .. the memories of her pain and crying out will haunt me for a long time. At first, I didn’t understand her crying for her brothers and her Mother were from pain. I thought it was delirium. I now know I was wrong. She was crying for help . . for relief. Lord, please, please forgive me for not knowing it in my early days there and doing more when she cried out.
In the end, I was praying for relief and her release from the pain and fear also .. come, Holy Spirit, come. Years ago, I asked for prayers for her quadruple bypass, and I was so grateful for them. She was 85 then and did well, and now her heart was unstoppable .. beating ever strong and steady. She defied all the nurse’s and aide’s seasoned expectations, and kept on days and days longer than they anticipated. Her heart was defiantly doing its job.
Thank you again so very much for thinking of me, your prayers for my Mom especially, and for me and our family. I know with absolute certainty I would’ve been incapable of seeing, hearing .. witnessing all that I did every day for over 2 weeks and afterward without those blessed prayers behind me, bolstering me.
Prayer is so amazingly powerful .. just know that to your core. God is SO merciful, and I did have such an amazing miracle from His mercy... more than one really, but this was truly jaw dropping... if not a shock.
I would be dropped off in the morning and picked up around 6 or 6:30 at night. On this day late in the afternoon, out of the blue I said: No, I want to be here for the 6pm pain dosing .. make it 6:05. I hadn’t premeditated it .. it just came out.. from somewhere, without thinking.
Around 12-13 minutes to 6, I called in one of the aides to confirm what I thought was noticeably slowed breathing, and he agreed. The nurse came in and checked, and disagreed. Not 7-8 mins. later, I thought she had stopped breathing, and ran out for an aide. She checked her and ran past me to get the nurse. The same nurse examined her and said … yes, she’s gone. I’m calling it at 6 o’clock.
Sweet, Merciful Jesus .. thank you, thank you, thank you … that I was there. Oh yes, His mercy and grace are infinite, unknowable, indescribable, so powerful .. and prayer is truly, for certain, miraculous. That was all I wanted .. to be with her in her last days, hold her hand. That's my greatest blessing and gift. No one should die alone, no one .. not if it's humanly possible to just be there. She’s thankfully in God’s joyous Heaven, at last .. peaceful, no pain, all love and goodness. The majesty of God and His immense mercy are just simply amazing and glorious. His awesomeness brings one to weeping... we are so small.
I selfishly pray to die in my sleep, please God.
Your prayers were my treasure, my fortress in this very sad time, my FRiends. God bless you dearly for your kindness. Even if we don't post on a prayer thread, just say a little prayer. God listens.
And God bless all those in caregiving positions in nursing homes. They are mostly truly His angels on earth. We were blessed with some dear, tender souls, ministering to my Mom and all those in the nursing home with such loving care. Some, not so much .. but the majority were kind, joking, gentle souls who tried to lift the spirits of their charges while caring for their every human need in their deteriorating, difficult time. We really do become as parents. The circle closes.
Onyx .. such an incredibly dear FRiend updating and praying throughout. Dearest O, thank you so so very much. God bless you ... I love you.
Thank you for the ping and post. I’m glad you are posting here again.
Blessings, Starwise. Showers of blessings.
Your mom is with our Lord. But we still offer prayers for you and your family so whatever needs you have, they will be taken care of.
Seems like after the death of a loved one, everyone comes to offer their condolences and then go back to their lives, leaving the family with a “what do we do now” feeling. Just remember, Your FR family will always be with you.
The Trooprallys
Tears and hugs...It’s the hardest thing we ever do in life...our mommy’s are forever with us. Talk to mine daily (she looks back at me in the mirror).
Am so greatful for the blessings God gave us and whenever I’ve got a concern about dad all I have to ask is “What would mother want me to do!”
Know that she knew you were with her, loved her and always will. ((()))
It is a very sad time but, I’m glad that you were able to be with your Mom at her passing into Everlasting Life and I’m sure that she is glad that you were there as well.
You will see each other again. God Bless.
Dear Star, my heart is so with you..
Tears are streaming down my face.
I remembered the loss of my own dear Mom almost 30 years ago and the loss of a sister just this past year.
You do pray for them to pass from pain into bliss...but as time passes you will remember with gratitude and joy ever second that you were there to hold hands and for ever extra time you got to say “ I love you”.
Child birth is hard on the Mom but it is also hard on the infant...Being birthed into eternity is sometimes painful too.
I wouldn’t trade the time I spent bathing Mom, spooning ice chips even cleaning her bottom for anything. God gave me the opportunity to give back in love what Mom did for me in love.
You never recover from losing your Mom...in time the ache of those final weeks will fade and happy memories will supplant them. One day every tear will be wiped away.
Your Mom is just fine.. She rests in God’s hand.
Hug’s for your weeping.
Dear Star, my heart is so with you..
Tears are streaming down my face.
I remembered the loss of my own dear Mom almost 30 years ago and the loss of a sister just this past year.
You do pray for them to pass from pain into bliss...but as time passes you will remember with gratitude and joy ever second that you were there to hold hands and for ever extra time you got to say “ I love you”.
Child birth is hard on the Mom but it is also hard on the infant...Being birthed into eternity is sometimes painful too.
I wouldn’t trade the time I spent bathing Mom, spooning ice chips even cleaning her bottom for anything. God gave me the opportunity to give back in love what Mom did for me in love.
You never recover from losing your Mom...in time the ache of those final weeks will fade and happy memories will supplant them. One day every tear will be wiped away.
Your Mom is just fine.. She rests in God’s hand.
Hug’s for your weeping.
Your dear mom is with God. May He comfort you and your family, now and always.
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Well...sorry that didn’t work like it was supposed to. Anyway...you know I meant the words.
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I'm so glad that you were there for your mother when she passed on. I can only imagine how very much it must have meant to her to have you close at such a time, but I believe I can guess how much it meant to you. Bless you, FRiend.
We will continue our Prayers for you STARWISE and thank you for your kind thoughts.
I am not an overly emotional woman, but your words left me sobbing. I lost my mother in 2007. God bless and keep you. Thank you for your glorious witness.
Your word tells us, “Yea though I walk thru the valley of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff do comfort me”.. comes to mind as I read these words from Starwise. Thank you for sustaining Star, just as we asked that you would, and thank you for your presence as family shared and endured these final steps home with their Mother. Thank you that you took the “sting” of death that we might mourn with Star, in your love, for this great loss..... and trust your hand of comfort and love will sustain and keep Star thru these days , weeks, and months ahead. In Christ’s name and all for His Glory...Amen.
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